Love one another.

"Love one another.

He said 'love one another.'

He said 'love one another, as I have loved you.'"

Oh that children's praise song. That and "This is my commandment that you love one another, that your joy may be whole." I loved growing up with those songs. I can think of a good amount of songs that I sang in Sunday school. Okay, so loving one another. I think that THAT commandment is the most understandable yet most difficult commandment in the Bible. I know I'm not gonna murder anyone, and who wants to commit adultery? But loving is hard.

Yeah there those people who love and always will love, those whom are easy to love. But then there are those who have their wayward ways and are just SO not in tune with your lifestyle.

Sure you can be nice and do nice things for them, but does it necessarily mean you love them? I don't think so. Because I, honestly, can do nice things for people I dislike.

But I think people just need to grasp the term and just live it out on how they think love should be. It may be going on to other countries, helping and praying for those who are less fortunate. Or it could be helping someone at the groceries. I don't know, but I think love is not only a "feeling" but it's a feeling that is accompanied with action.

Take Selene, I totally love her! And because I love her, I want to show her by taking time to talk to her and hanging out... laughing as much as we do. "YOU'RE MUH BEST FRIEND!!!" But that's easy.

I think in order to truly show love towards another person is trying to see in God's eyes, which I think is TOTALLY HARD! It's something you need to pray about, having that loving heart. Because it's much easier for me to show love towards my best friend, than a drunken bum on street. Love is humbling yourself, for the other person's gain.

I gotta pee, yo!

Well I do. But apart from that, I had a good day. Why you ask... check out the tumblr if you wanna know more on why. But it really was a good day. Except for the fact that I'm not doing my lab report. Why am I so lazy to just copy it all. Lame...

I like this picture. It's taken from Anjie's birthday dinner at E-bar. I miss this beezie very mucho. Come on now, when do I ever see Rod or Anjie?!

Ohh frick.

I just read that fricking blog, again, after many months. Oh those days of not-understanding-what-I-wanted.

Mononucleosis

Do I have mono...? I don't know. I've been really tired lately, and my dad always asked me that whenever I was always tired. Whatev. I'm just tired. Restless night last night, but it's koo because my 30 minute nap became a 3 hour nap. And my, my do I feel refreshed. But I want to go back to sleep now. I am hungry too.. haven't eated since those cookies after lunch. I'll just drink water. Mmm. sleep...

Groundhoggin...

Okay, I'm groundhoggin.. sorry it's TMI. Well right now I sit in my kitchen as the elders and deacons meeting is occuring. I love listening in on the meeting... everytime, never miss!

Today, I guess you can call it a good day. Woke up and wasn't too late this morning, got to church and set up the visual part of the worship service [ie. projector/monitor/screen/ big bertha...] which makes me feel special! The message was good, on loving the lost. It made me think of talking more to those who don't know God about God and who He is in my life... because I know for a fact that I don't do that as often as God would like. Afterwards, I went to A&W with Selene, Franny, Monick, my brothers, Aaron and Ron. It was mighty good, but the burger felt hella small. It's koo tho.

After lunch, I met up with Vida and studied and discussed things we were confused about for our upcoming test tomorrow. Which brings me to the fact that I am not studying for my test. Why you may ask? Because I just don't feel like studying, I know that by thinking as I do... stating that I know most things (which I would like to think I do)... I take the risk of not studying anymore. BOO... I'd rather spend the rest of the night sleeping , rather than studying. BUT it's only 4 weeks until my final and that's scary!

Oh man, as I am getting older... I've noticed that I am in NO WAY close graduating. Hopefully I get accepted into a nursing program here. But I am applying for Arizona State University and Northern Arizona University, and hopefully I may get in. But I don't want to move away, but I do. It's complicated. Whatev.

Lord, I just pray that I stop making the decisions in my life and let You guide me towards Your pathway. Good golly, Miss Molly... being an adult sucks

Good days...?

Blogger, oh Blogger. You are the one who ignited my love for blogging once again. Tumblr is too hard to update when you don't have a laptop. Plus, serious blogs are not meant for that site. And xanga... I'm just too lazy.
Today, I think I've had a good day. I ran, by myself (yay me!), and it was almost the whole mile but I was so groggy that I forgot to pee before I left the house. So while I was running, I needed to pee so badly that running would make me go in my panties... which definetely = no bueno! Anyways, well I watched my dad file my state taxes, and unfortunately I had to pay a whopping $21 to the state of California. Whatever it's koo.
Before that though, I had such a thoughtful conversation with my parents. And with that, I realized that my mom only wants the best for me, but my dad has been faithfully praying for me. Talking to Selene last night made me realize that I TRULY am blessed with godly parents that love me and taught me how to be the person I am today. I love you, Mom and Dad. My dad's words were nothing but a warm feeling to my heart. He knew what I was yearning and he knew how to comfort and lead me. My mom is really a loving mother, wanting nothing but the best for her daughter. Really, Mom and Dad, I love you guys and I thank God for blessing me with parents who can guide me towards righteousness.
So after all that goodness, my dad filed my state tax return, ..."PAPA!" And I headed off to Dr. Shapiro's to get my first dosage of the HPV shot. Although I was late, and the shot hurt like a mother!... I was once again blessed! When I was about to schedule for my next appointment, I noticed a book that was just wedged between the wall and a payment collection tray. I looked at it.... "Velvet Elvis." Wait a minute... wait a minute! This was the book Selene had talked so much about! I asked the receptionist if I could take a look at it. And to my surprise she said that I could have it since someone had left it a while ago and never claimed it. AMAZING! It was a brand new book, no creases what so ever. All I could say in my mind was, "Thank you, God!"
Work was meh... lunch was fun. But this day was definetly a day worth blogging. Amen.