Tres esquelas.

I just realized. I'm a student at three different schools this semester.
I'm a student at San Francisco State University, City College of San Francisco and Consumnes River College.
Wow... high five me!

True Friendship.

Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one’s life for his friends.

John 15:13

Many times, and I say many times, I have been troubled, let down, disappointed by my friends. I was thinking earlier, "Wow, I don't even talk to some of my friends anymore." I feel like I've failed them when I see that they have gone astray, or that I am behind in achieving something. But I know that I will always have my brothers and sisters in Christ. The ones who give you the best kind of advice, the one that comes from God. They don't use their personal judgement (well they may a little) and you know that their advice is sound because you know it's not really coming from their lips, but from the word of God. I have a friend whom I am (or was) really close to. And as time came, we grew with each other, spiritually and physically. But as we got older, we chose different paths. And because of that our values changed. I'm not saying that I am totally better than this person, but I was disheartened by my friend's choices in life. It seem like they had gone astray, not really walking the narrow path. I thought I had voiced it out before, but it seems like it needs to be done again.
I opened up this with John 15:13, I was thinking really hard about that one because it's true to say that everyone is going to disappoint you at one point or another. But who else would you turn to if the world had it's back against you. Those would be lonely times, most definetely. But if it weren't for the life I have in Christ, I know that I have the best friend of all... Jesus. Yeah yeah everyone says that. But if you examine it, Christ died for you and me. He didn't just do it so that it could be another story in the Bible. But He sacrificed himself so that we can be with the Father in heaven. I no longer have to do good deeds or be a good person just to enjoy eternal life. I'm not saying that I won't be a good person, but what John 3:16 says:

For God so loved that world, that he gave His only begotten son, that whosoever believeth in Him, shall not perish but have everlasting life.

God sent His ONE AND ONLY son to die for me, you, the world so that we can be with Him in heaven. And it's the free gift! All you have to do is believe that He did. He's the greatest friend! He sent His son to be born and perform all these wonderous miracles. Then God watched his son be tortured, beaten, crucified, ridiculed, spat on, humilated, made fun of... all at our expense. What kind of friend do you have? I know I could probably die for a few friends, but just a few... not everyone. Christ did it for us all. Who then constitues as a better friend. I'm gonna say it.. He's better than me. And I'm glad that He is.

I once was speechless, but now I've found it.

It was Johnny Boy's birthday yesterday. And he turned 15, I can't belive it... it's making me feel old. HAPPY BIRFDAY JOHN! I actually just came home from John's birthday party at Chuck E. Cheese [hey, it was fun!]. I had cantata practice before, and I was losing my voice last night. But while I was at Chuck E. Cheese, I all of a sudden lost my voice. The kind where you can't talk. It was so weird, but I got it back after an hour. WEIRD, HUH? Well anyways, all the youth went on over to John's house, where his mom cooked a feast and I ate some more. I most definetely had a blast!
Well I am really really stressed, but I seem to be procrastinating. You want to know why? This week is going to be a killer:
1. Agree/Disagree paper DUE TUESDAY
2. Immigration paper DUE TUESDAY
3. Sociology test #3 TUESDAY
4. Psychology test #3 WEDNESDAY
5. Physiology test #3 FRIDAY

On top of all of that, I have to make up the dance for Kaye's Debut which is on Saturday. I haven't even finished half.... cripes! But I hope I do it on time. Okay, imma start it now.

PS: My memory card doesn't work, so I can't put up a picture of the cool prizes I got from Chuck E. Cheese.

Oxy-MORONS!

Giorn showed Aaron, Aaron showed me and I IMed it to a few people... but I gotta post it here because it makes me smile =) even though it's a bit messed up.

[tear]

I was going to make "The Tour of My Bedroom: par deux," but I couldn't find the darn iFlip. I cleaned my room and everything! Stupid crap... I guess it will have to wait until next time.

Darn those thoughts.

Okay, so I've been looking back. And I must say that I do miss it. "Skin-hungry." But if I was that girl you say I was, then the effort isn't there. I made it halfway, now it's your turn. Or might I say that it was... I got to "thinkin" because that was basically the third strike. You weren't out in my books, but you made yourself out. But it's koo, cuz I know I am well taken care of. And I truly hope you are happy with your path in life, once again.

Ambiguity is key.

Sleepless nights.

Last night was Halloween. I was a flower in a flowerpot and it surprsingly worked out. Ate a lot at the Harvest Fest. Got some candy, then lost it =/ Didn't go to class because I had a sleepless night. Why, you ask? Hmmm... well there's this point in a girl's life where she reaches the peak of her estrogen level therefore releasing the inner lining of the uterus and .... Yes, sorry to say, but I'm not ashamed to admit it. I had such HORRIBLE cramps last night. I woke up at 3:38 am, had a tummy ache and thought..."aww crap." Went to the bathroom did my business and took night-time-drowsy medicine to knock me out along with 2 Advils for the pain. Well I felt the pain and I didn't sleep! I spent the rest of the night in the most random positions with those stupid cramps, moaning about how I hate being a girl. I even got up and regurgitated, not food, but bile. It was an unpleasant experience, but that last trip to the bathroom helped me knock out. Good... it was around 5:15 at that time. But yes... hopefully tonight's rest would be much better.

PS: The picture has nothing to do with what my blog was about. But while searching for a pertainable picture, I came upon this one.... THE DOGGY IS SOOOO CUTEE!!!!