Only thing I can think of.

"Now this is the story all about how my life got twistered upside down..."

Phantom of the Opera

My heart gets warm every single time I hear this song. I live my romantic life through Christine Daea

All I Ask of You

RAOUL:
No more talk of darkness,
Forget these wide-eyed fears.
I'm here,nothing can harm you -
my words will warm and calm you.

Let me be your freedom,
let daylight dry -your tears.
I'm here,with you, beside you,
to guard you and to guide you . . .

CHRISTINE
Say you love me every waking moment,
turn my head with talk of summertime . . .

Say you need me with you, now and always . . .
promise me that all you say is true -
that's all I ask of you . . .

RAOUL
Let me be your shelter,
let me be your light.
You're safe no-one will find you
your fears are far behind you . . .

CHRISTINE
All I want is freedom,
a world with no more night . . .
and you always beside me
to hold me and to hide me . . .

RAOUL
Then say you'll share with me
one love, one lifetime . . .
let me lead you from your solitude . . .

Say you need me with you here, beside you . . .
anywhere you go, let me go too -
Christine, that's all I ask of you . . .

CHRISTINE
Say you'll share with me
one love, one lifetime . . .
say the word and I will follow you . . .

BOTH
Share each day with me,
each night, each morning . . .

CHRISTINE
Say you love me . . .

RAOUL
You know I do . . .

BOTH
Love me, that's all I ask of you . . .

Anywhere you go let me go too . . .
Love me that's all I ask of you . .

Oh my gosh. I had totally forgotten that today was the 17th of September. Why is this date in my memory, it's because 2 years ago on this day my grandpa, Custodio Seisa, passed away. It's was a sorrowful yet spiritual lifting day. I loved my grandpa very much... and I miss him.

The Best Part of My Day... so far.

Short blogs are what I love best. They're sweet and to the point. WELL, after starting off the day feeling super "MEHHH...," my best friend gives me a call. And then we Skype it to make it feel as if we're with each other. We talked about facials, then what's new, what's been bugging me, people at school. And after talking to her, I realized that my shed tears are useless. The person who has always brought a smile to my face, has now got me veering away from my crazy thoughts and looking at how good I've got it. Thank you, God for blessing me with a best friend who is as crazy (or even crazier) than me. I love you, Selene.

"You're muh besssst friend!"

LoL

Blogger is becoming like Tumblr. They need to add more types of blogs you're allowed to post.

Anywho. I just came home to an empty house. There's always a sense of sadness yet excitement whenever this happens. I'm supposed to be cleaning, but I have stuff to do. Whatev.

Lyrics of the moment: That's How You Know - Amy Adams (Enchanted soundtrack)

my current definition

I can't think of a title.

Referring back to my last blog, I personally think that you can't lose your salvation. But it's the question if you really accepted God into your heart or just said it with your lips.

Enough about that. I'm sitting in my room, ignoring those who call me so I can settle down and do my homework. The only thing is that I have no motivation there. Yeah, I've been doing it all and I kinda (?) get it. But you come to that point in your semi-adult life - I say semi because I have no career yet - and question what are you doing with your life?

Yeah I know I'll never back down on God or turn away and question Him, but besides that.. I have no idea. If only I can talk to that one person who has always given me the sound advice that I need, whether it pertains to the topic or with about Gerard Way, but they're in class (boo school). I just need my head to be filled with more positive thoughts, instead of my own questionable ones.

Procrastination's shadow is coming... I gotta get going before it's all on me!

Title

I have not posted a blog up here for quite some time. People being stalkers didn't help the rush of it all. But as I am about to start my homework - I still haven't - I need to write this thought out. I was reading something about "being saved."

But what is considered to be "saved?" People may have their own take on this, but to me - from what I was taught - being saved is being rescued from your sin, turning from your old ways, no longer being dead and separated from Christ. Saved means accepting the gift of salvation, the free gift that not many people know there is.

So salvation. Sure you can know the meaning, and say that you are saved. But if you were to accept Christ as the Lord and Savior of your life, then seek advice/comfort/healing in a way that was not in Christ, do you lose your salvation? Or if you commit a murder and are addicted to drugs after becoming a Christian, are you still saved? The question is, can we lose our salvation?

I know I've had discussions about this topic with other Christian friends. Some believe that you can lose your salvation after one sin. Others believe that once you are forgiven then you are forgiven for life, no matter what. I agreed with that second statement. But that question of murder came up. And what if they accepted God and never turned back to Him again, are they still saved?

I was blessed with parents who grew up in Christian homes and were able to give me the best advice they can according to their judgment. My mom told me the answer that seems the most logical to me. She said that if a person was really saved - meaning that they had accepted the Lord as Savior - then they would turn away from the worldly desires. Although they may sin because we were made sinful people, a person who TRULY accepted Christ into their heart would be able to turn back to God, no matter what.

We ARE forgiven for sins of the past and the present and the future, but are we really accepting the gift? Are we saying that we are saved, but not living it in our lifestyle? Was there a point when you WERE living it, but you have gone astray? Or are you just saying it and going back to whatever YOU want to do?

Wouldn't a person who was able to be saved feel the love of Christ so much that all things should be lifted up to Him? What thing of the world could replace the satisfaction of Christ in your life? The question is no longer about losing your salvation, but rather fully knowing what it means in YOUR life to be saved?

This is a rather long blog... I guess it's food for thought.

Hmm... a thinker.

My brother gave me some enlightenment. He told me, "anyone can play that music, exactly like them even." Then he asked me, "but what exactly are you going there for, to worship or to see them play?" Hmm...

New perspectives are great for an open-mind.