GAHHHH!!!

bleh!!! man, i'm heated right now. i was on a spirtual high, and now my brother has ruined it with his poor attitude. so blah-dee-blah, it's really nothing. he asked me to wash the dishes today when it was his day because yesterday i washed most of the dishes. i swear i did. i washed when i woke up because i didn't wash the night before. and it was while mom was cooking, so you know she added a lot. and so i complain a bit but i wash it, today, anyways. then after band practice today, i ask him nicely to wash the dishes and clean up since i did most of the work [cooking/cleaning/helping my mom/ singing] while he was "practicing" in the garage. so he complains and says "it isn't even my day!" okay first of all, what bugs me the most, is that if i have to wash the dishes on his day and i am asked to i say that saying once in a while, but IT GETS DONE! when he's asked, he always says it and tries to compromise something. he never has it in his heart to offer, okay like once when i had a final. but that was it, i think i even asked him before hand. whatever. i was talking back to him and he was doing the same, and like WOW... that goes to show your respect. i mean i talk to you that way and you have the decency to talk back to an elder, let alone a girl, that way? it must be true, how a guy treats his mother and sister is how he'd treat his girlfriend/wife. i dont know. i just pray that God calms me down to think rationally because i can't at this moment!